Migraines. Fvck it!

These are the things That Happen When Migraine Fucks with Me

Last night until very early this morning I had another one of my very many migraine attacks. I mean really, migraine is becoming 'normal' for me with how often I get it. I get atleast 1 in a month and maxed by about 7, sucks right? And you'd think it gets better with every attack but IT DOESN'T! Sheesh.

And the things that go through my head when I have those attacks are the usual curses and such. Things like:

'Fuck you Advil. Why are you no help!'
- Yet still I always drink it. Dumb dumb duuuuumb!

'Mamaaaaaaaaa!' (While sobbing like a 5yrold)
- I keep looking for Mama even if she's no help usually, still her massages get me to sleep so thats cool. Plus the flood of medicines and rubs. Haha Love you Ma!

'I need chocolate/cake/icecream. MA/BOO'
- You'd be surprised by just how often this pops into my head when I have a migraine. It's like I'm on a spoiled kid mode in need of candy.

'I'm gonna die! Goodbye world.'
- Yeap! There are those migraines that are just sooooo fvcking painful I feel like my head is getting run over by a tracktor, a building and an elephant doing the cha-cha-cha. These are the times when I really end up thinking if there was something serious thats wrong with me. And if I was gonna die or if not by then this would when I actually wish I was gonna die, like A.S.A.P. Just so I won't feel the pain no more.

And of course theres...

'Tangina! Piste! Fuuuuck! Yawaaaa! Deputa!'
- Yes. E ba't ba! You're in a lot and I seriously mean in A LOT of pain. What'd you expect to hear? Thank yous? Laughter? Get real! Haha YES. THIS. A LOT OF THESE! Haha Kaya most of the time eto ang lumalabas when no other thought can enter your head except a jumble of curses. Yung malulutong para ramdam na ramdam ng ulo mo? Ganun? It's like your way of getting back at your head somehow. Gago sya eh. Haha

Enihu, I just had to get this out somehow. My head is feeling a wee bit better and I'm sane now kaya ako nakakapag compose na.

Oh! And if you guys have any tips for migraines? Please. Help. Haha

Peace out Ombre!