My Girlfriend and HIMYM

You know that frustrating feeling of wanting you and your Girlfriend/Boyfriend to click on a show that you love so much?

Well thats how I feel with her and How I Met Your Mother. I am in-love with this show and this has been one of the shows that has made a big impact in my life. And I wanted so much for her to like it and be into it as well. I mean seriously? The people who don't like this show are the people who never actually watched it. And honestly, I feel extremely sorry for those who have been deprived of the awesomeness that is HIMYM. This show is just AWESOME!

Usually when HIMYM was on, Boo would just text or talk on the phone or sometimes look blankly at the screen and I know for a fact that she's not actually watching. One time she even asked me to change what I was watching because she thought it was 'boring'. I mean really, Boo? That hurt! Haha

So enihu, I've been watching re-runs from season 1 for about a week now and I'm up to season 7. Here comes yesterday at lunch when I was watching, I noticed that she was staring at the screen and I'm there wondering if she was actually really watching. Then I heard her comment about Barney asking if he was a womanizer and how could that be when he was ugly, again Boo, OUCH! But aside from that comment towards Barney, I felt so happy! I couldn't believe she was actually paying attention to the show!

Fast forward, she watched everything from mid-season 7 to mid-season 8. She stayed up until 5-ish am just watching it! At one point I couldn't even talk to her because she was so focused on the show! I was ecstatic the-whole-fvcking-time!!! She paused during potty breaks, she paused to get food, when she had to talk to me and missed a minute or two of the show she would rewind to the part she missed! I mean, that was me! Thats how I was when I started! What really got me was when she laughed at their punch lines, she knew the characters and when there was a 'moment' on the show she would take a peek at me to see if I was gonna cry. She knows! Haha She was paying attention! YEY!!!! This was the dream! Me and her loving HIMYM. :)

Thank you for FINALLY noticing this show Boo! Iloveyousomuch and you made me so happy! Season 1 when you wake up, alright? HAHAHA

Migraines. Fvck it!

These are the things That Happen When Migraine Fucks with Me

Last night until very early this morning I had another one of my very many migraine attacks. I mean really, migraine is becoming 'normal' for me with how often I get it. I get atleast 1 in a month and maxed by about 7, sucks right? And you'd think it gets better with every attack but IT DOESN'T! Sheesh.

And the things that go through my head when I have those attacks are the usual curses and such. Things like:

'Fuck you Advil. Why are you no help!'
- Yet still I always drink it. Dumb dumb duuuuumb!

'Mamaaaaaaaaa!' (While sobbing like a 5yrold)
- I keep looking for Mama even if she's no help usually, still her massages get me to sleep so thats cool. Plus the flood of medicines and rubs. Haha Love you Ma!

'I need chocolate/cake/icecream. MA/BOO'
- You'd be surprised by just how often this pops into my head when I have a migraine. It's like I'm on a spoiled kid mode in need of candy.

'I'm gonna die! Goodbye world.'
- Yeap! There are those migraines that are just sooooo fvcking painful I feel like my head is getting run over by a tracktor, a building and an elephant doing the cha-cha-cha. These are the times when I really end up thinking if there was something serious thats wrong with me. And if I was gonna die or if not by then this would when I actually wish I was gonna die, like A.S.A.P. Just so I won't feel the pain no more.

And of course theres...

'Tangina! Piste! Fuuuuck! Yawaaaa! Deputa!'
- Yes. E ba't ba! You're in a lot and I seriously mean in A LOT of pain. What'd you expect to hear? Thank yous? Laughter? Get real! Haha YES. THIS. A LOT OF THESE! Haha Kaya most of the time eto ang lumalabas when no other thought can enter your head except a jumble of curses. Yung malulutong para ramdam na ramdam ng ulo mo? Ganun? It's like your way of getting back at your head somehow. Gago sya eh. Haha

Enihu, I just had to get this out somehow. My head is feeling a wee bit better and I'm sane now kaya ako nakakapag compose na.

Oh! And if you guys have any tips for migraines? Please. Help. Haha

Peace out Ombre!

Last post on Wimpy. *sob*

Hello Bloggie. Sorry I haven't been on for a really long time. There have been a lot going on. If you only knew. And sorry I neglected you, you we're my bestfriend in times of confusion and what not. You we're my escape from everything when things we're getting out of my control. And things have been like that for quite a while now. Maybe that's why I became like this, because I left you behind. I always did feel better when I had my sessions with you. Kasi with you I didn't have any fears of opening up because I knew you wouldn't judge me. Right? I knew you wouldn't. You we're just there for me. You never did let me down.

Enihu, I missed you, a lot! And I plan on getting back on track, getting you back into my life. Back to the days where I wrote for ME, for my own consumption, for my own release. Not anyone elses. Akin, ako lang. You were for MY eyes only and now I intend to keep it that way. I will write for me. And if someone else happens to come across this, then let them judge me, I wouldn't care. Right Bloggie?

Getting back on track. I missed you, writing. I hope you still haven't given up on me.

Oh, and by the way. I plan on making a new Bloggie. This one is getting old, too old I think. But don't worry. If I ever do decide to make one, some time really soon actually. I'll still visit you. And link you. And love you. You know that. *wink wink*